I'm bored and lonely. But I'm feeling my creative side kinda blossom. Like a blossoming...blossom. Not like people read this anyway.

I'm not sure what to focus my creativity on though. My emotions are really mixed now anyway, as I had another religious debate yesterday, and it really drained me. And I couldn't get to sleep AT ALL last night so I missed school.

I dunno what to do really. I've got too many thoughts running through my head. I'm thinking of perhaps writing a bible for a second season of Summer Rain, or writing up a new bible. Anything to focus my mind on something else. But I dunno.

I feel sickeningly more single than usual. Being gay in a small hick town doesn't really permit you find many dates, and finding that one person to be with isn't easy. Feh, I wish I lived in a city. Always wanted to experience the night life.